Taking Back Funday.

Retaliation is just as bad as perseverance.
Presumption is just as bad as misinterpretation.
And caring is just as bad as being heartless.

Pathetic

1. Causing or evoking pity, sympathetic sadness, sorrow, etc; pitiful, a pathetic letter, a pathetic sight.

2. Affecting or moving feelings.

3. Pertaining to or caused by the feelings.

4. Miserably or contemptibly inadequate: In return for our investment we get a pathetic three percent interest.

Everything is connected and everything turns up in shame. I hate myself for the misinterpretations of my presumptions and every retaliation is ten times as bad as perseverance. Someone once said that you can't place a plaster on an arterial bleed - you've just got to let it heal. Now I understand healing isn't easy. Complication occurs, infection spreads. It’s like an anaesthetic and you can't see what’s really happening in front of you. Everything's just running out of control - life support machines being hooked up, heart monitor on, it's not looking good. All of that is enough to lose yourself and to see the true point.

Hate is a strong word, and aiming at someone’s pain is just as bad as pulling the plug on a strangers life support machine. Sometimes you have got to be selfish to be selfless, but what is selflessness when you can't even see the message right in front of your face.

I told myself I was better but things have gone too far. I'm back at square one and this time I am not persevering through this.

Here is my message:

If you have something to say to me then say it. Seriously, or are you going to be as 'petty' as me and not realise how miserable everything is?