Don't read this.

Why does this bother me so much? Why does it even matter?

It shouldn't. It couldn't. It doesn't...does it?

Not after all of the promises I have made and all the words I've ironed out with care - that should be decleration for why none of this should bother me. But it fucking does. I shouldn't have even deluded myself into thinking that something like that would be possible...

This is a lesson to everyone - never take anything you have for granted because one day it'll be gone and won't come back.